Hello, It is with big pleasure that I can Announce that ” A Lifecycle in Nihighnigma” is finally released on the market. This release means everything to me, I would easily call it, my greatest achievement so far.
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A LifeCycle in Nihighnigma
Nihighnigma started as an outlet, it started while I was asleep. It started the moment I woke up with the words: “Best friend, angel white, pure feathers on a naked skin”. At that point I thought I had just created a single poem to release something off my chest, but then it returned again and again and again. Without knowing it, I had then started a book I hoped I never had to write. It was the start of an Epic saga of a world I had discussed so many times, but will never be able to discuss again outside these 40 pages.
If someone asks me about this book, and what the idea behind it was I am going to be short and use just one word: Grief.
Grief started it all, and by that I do not mean that the entire book is written at grief point. I do not mean that this is a book filled will sadness, despair and darkness. Because it is not, it is actually filled with everything, it is all, and at the same time nothing. The kind of nothing filled with everything that life could ever offer you. The kind of everything, where you one day see it all and feel like nothing. It started with the thought of a place where emotions could become real if you just believed in them. The dream of an alternate universe, where your emotions lived in the people, in the creation and the mere existence of it. Some would call it a nihilistic approach towards our world, but I see it more as a way of allowing yourself to exist in it. I wanted to see how a lifecycle would look like if I created it just from the emotions I had inside of me. I wanted to see how pure emotions affected this world, and let myself be in control of fate or the mere lack of fate.
MesAyah 
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